my Passion, my Love that i sometimes feel i am undeserving of i am only with you because i was given a shove that i now believe came from above the way it struck me caught me off guard and left me with an attitude of complete disregard for what i was really meant to do like please my kin and follow through on my (their) plans to remain untrue to who i am and who i’ve turned into over the years, all i’ve ever really wanted was to live my life not feeling haunted by the one thing i know i will come to regret which is leaving my Passion, my Love out in the rain to get wet.