i don't watch the dawn now, i don't reach for the cusp through which two become one, where future turns into past. and your love felt so heavy when you placed it in my hands, but i would carry it forever if i could carry it forever. i don't count the stars now, i don't reach for the divide. tell me, is it mine now, the darkest hour before the light? and your heart felt so heavy when you put it in my hands, but i would carry it forever; i couldn't carry it forever.