I saw you today
you entered my mind
it’s the way the sun shines
the beautiful shades of blue
up in the sky
birds chirping
all of these
reminds me of your
strong personality
so bright and colorful
you’re like the season of spring
you are in this air

I wonder how you are
I might be crazy or even evil
for hoping you suffer
during this time of corona
not able to work
stay home with her
the one you settled with
instead of waiting for me
we are soulmates
but the kind
that’s not meant
to be together

Today I just want to hear you
say my name
with that teasing voice
see that crooked smile
as I feel the sun burn
on my pale skin
but now you fade away
like the clouds
on this sunny morning
wearing your favorite color
in lace lingerie
on my birthday