There’s an early morning toker on the beach. Can’t go home. His dysfunctional family’s out of reach. The puzzle’s finished, he’s just a left over piece that doesn’t fit.
He’s a jigsaw piece without a place to go. A conundrum for social services, nice charity workers, who fail to know how a seeming misfit’s mind works and what makes him tick.
He can’t engage with team leaders, “stupid bleeders”. They make him sick. He’s due back at six… got to be clean - no blow, no skunk, no beer. He’ll blow numbers and he knows it and it’s clear
They won’t let him sleep in his own bed tomorrow night… He’s persona non-grata ‘cos every time he’s out he skins up… It’s *****! He hates the rehab in the hostel, but can’t cope on the outside.
Catch 22 at 20 it’s a cul de sac…Everything he does is wrong… It’s all utter cack He says he’ll top himself… people can’t see the real him, says he’s not off the track. He just needs love, warmth, support, reassurance, guidance, a family, a job… He don’t wanna go back.
Another day… cold and driving rain. There’s an early morning toker on the beach…again! Actually he’s been there all night - his family’s out of reach. He’s still, not moving. His pupils have no shine. “Alright mate… are you OK?” Oh **** - He’s sheet white, still not moving… Dial 999.