Last night I dreamt of you,
And now I feel like ****.
You're my worst nightmare,
Also my favorite drug trip.

I tell myself you're no good,
But it does nothing to deter.
These feelings deep within my heart,
That you can't help but stir.

Only one night's sleep,
And it will take five to forget.
It's already been so long,
But why are you still stuck in my head.

First of all, *******
And how you make me feel.
I know I'm way better than this
But when the depression hits, it's unreal.

Second of all, *******
And how I forgive you for it all
I know you don't deserve it
After leaving me here to crawl.

And finally, *******
For everything you are.
Because I love every aspect of you
And hate that I can admit you set the bar.