there's a specific song that reminds you of someone of some place of something that hurts you made you smile or even cry with every lyric and every beat it feels like turning the hands of time repeating the same scenes all over again under the yellow light wiping tears in your eyes facing the impending goodbye "now I can't go on without you-- I'm not that strong without you-- now look what you've done" and with that bringing me back with so much in my chest "the way I do..."
"the way i do" is a song performed by marcos hernandez. you should listen to it, it's a good song.