How are these tears so cold? I flinch and shiver from each river. The slow waters, freezes on my chin, seeps into sore skin. It hurts. Each drop as a hot coal, not cold, timid yet so bold burns my eyes. It’s so hard to type or even write. Cascading waves, down my face, as my faith and all fades away. Are my tears even worth pushing away? Shapes blurry, the water’s murky, you say sorry but still hurt me. Can you please stop hurting me? Calm the entropy. You’re so empty. Mercy! Please stop hurting me; I can’t deal with the lack of gl—
August 15, 2018: What’s the purpose of hurting someone else? Are you really better if all your gains came from others?