one let down after another, i'll dig out my own eternal peace. and if you want to help, please, just give me a hand or leave me alone. i'll willingly surrender, lay my youth to waste, put it, piece by piece, on the doorstep of every single place that i've ever been kicked out of. and i can't slow down, because if i do, when the time comes i will not be able to let myself go. one small tragedy after another, an unwritten letter with a goodbye kiss. and if you want to help, please, just put an end to it or leave me alone.