Im sitting over here
Not knowing how to feel
I can sense the fear
From the atmosphere
nobody cares about me 
this is what i think
I should end it all
Im sick of this ****
Life is miserable
Living is impossible
Death is the way
Burning a stack of hay
Imma end my life
At the end of day  ....  

Life can be summed up in words
Ive always wanted to leave this world
I was hit with some hope
I dont think i need the rope
Lets untie the noose
All i need is a little snooze
So let me take a nap
The memories will take me back
All the memories i have
It wasnt all bad
There was some good
Ill try to think of them
As much as i could  ........