nobody told me how it'd be in the aftermath how i'd miss you most as my friend how my heart would ache for that connection how i'd seek that out again and feel like i'm cheating
nobody told me how long it'd take you to get over me and how i'd be ready sooner for a friendship than you
how i'd feel like a wreck one day and perfectly fine the next the aftermath is a mass of emotions, piled one by one on top of one another