I repeat it. I repeat it. I repeat it. I repeat it. I mean repetition prevents shock. Repeat I mean repetition prevents What So if I say I’m sad I’m sad I’m sad I’m sad I’m sad will I stop being surprised or ashamed So ashamed I mean repetition doesn’t prevent shock it creates boredom or expectancy in what you repeat right? So if my voice repeats my cries, my sadness, Will I stop being surprised... I meant can I find a way for my family Can I find a way for my family Can I hide away from my family Can I find a way for my family to expect that my suffering will never end?