He stares into my brown eyes. Confusion running heavy on his bloodshot eyes.
"I'm really trying to get the grasp of this, because if I can understand where your heart is, I don't have to stand here, worried and rumaging through my already dark mind", he sighs.
If I could find a way to let him Know how I am. It should be through poetry. And if he can understand, I'm sure she will too.
I have had a lifeline of broken support. In that instance it means that there's no possibility of someone being able to protect me. I have given my heart willingly to what I assumed would love me back. You've seen that backfire on me. You've seen me retract back like a dog with a tail between its legs. And I know how it hurt you. It hurt me too.
Knowingly you took it upon yourself to create a barrier of protection between our friendship. Forming something that could offer some sort of relieve to us both. And in it's own way it did work. Surely for a very long time, I could bare my heart break to you. And you could allow me to be overwhelmed by your pain. We did that.
"So are you saying you don't need my protection?" His voice breaks.
I'm saying that you need mine more than anything. I have a bruised beating heart that is protected by a soul that I've never quite met and thats okay. She makes me feel safe, she makes me feel protected and she makes . me smile and laugh. I am more alive with her. Her love is remarkable. So what do you say? Let me protect you? My heart is in safe hands.