I never learned how to live
Because I spent all of my time
Just trying to die
Between the handles
That I drowned in
And the cigarettes
That I breathed in
And all the crimson-stained
Razor blades I left rusting in
Some random parking lot
Down the street from my house
But there have been years between
The skin I lived in then & the one
I walk around in now
So we wake up early & we drink coffee
And we dodge memories like potholes
In my ****** sports car on the way to school
And we don't talk about all of the things that
Weigh us down because
We've been tryin to feel lighter