darling, how are you today? i'm months into my first heartbreak and i wonder if you're the same. mayhaps our souls haven't crossed yet and your eyes haven't experienced the first touch of color if we look at each other, or how the red string of fate grows shorter and shorter as we wade into a thousand years brought about by our constant reincarnations. i would wait a hundred lifetimes, swim through a sea of heartbreaks (like now), go through a life where you don't exist, or you drive a knife to my chest, if it means there exists such a thingβ where there is even just a single timeline where i get to touch your lips with my fingers and hold you in my arms as you sleep soundly, as our hearts beat closer and closer.