No matter what I do, I'm always being told what I'm doing wrong. "Just stop! You can't do anything right!" "Why do you do the things you do?!" "Can't you do anything right?" As I sit in this lonely bed tonight, all I can think of is how I'm the screwup of my life. How I will never achieve the statuses my elders have. How I keep letting those around me down. I am the screwup. Nothing more and nothing less.