I pray my toxic cycle is over
I hope he won’t use me for ***
I pray we’ll stay together ‘til we’re older
I hope he’s not like my ex

but there is no way to know
and that eats me up inside
the more I feel my love grow
the more I fear he’ll leave my side

he seems to be a good man
but my judgment is always wrong
how do I know there's no evil plan
how do I know that we’re lifelong

he’s been honest from the start
he shows love to more than my physique
he compliments me for being smart
he holds me close when I am weak

I guess I have to trust the process
and put my heart back on the line
I just pray that all this progress
will end with him being forever mine