and maybe it's all the little things... all the words you've said, all the times we've laid together in bed, all the ways you show you care, all the times you're with me when life is hard to bear, not because i can't do it on my own like i have before, but because i think you actually care and are a person that in turn, i care for. in all these little things that i've grown to see, i hope i can become a better woman, one that you might need me to be, i want to comfort you if you need it most, be the first girl there to be proud of your accomplishments and raise a toast, i never want to hurt you, but i want to always apologize if i ever do. in all the little things one thing is clear to me, you're the only man for however long we may be a 'we', that i want to see, in all honesty i was afraid of trusting you with my heart, but now i see that you've slowly just become a main part, you're everything that i've ever hoped for, and i hope you know that you mean all of these things above and more.
wrote most of this in december probably around christmas, and just finished in january