before i go, i would like to express my dearest gratitude for all you never did for me. thank you for tearing my walls all the way down to the ground because after that, the only direction i had to go was up. i have been doing so much better these days you have no idea how many times i've been told, "you look so much better," "you look like yourself again," or my favorite, "you're looking better than ever." i wish i could say i did it all on my own. But truth be told, all those harsh words, petty actions, and looks of jealously that i have received from you all, have been to blame for my recent success. so please, keep it up. i promise it only makes me stronger.