And so it turns out that what you thought was the moon is in fact just the lamp in an old lady's window, and the universe shrinks down to that one dim square, where some stranger is brewing tea, or thumbing a photograph album, or tidying imaginary mess, or getting ready to go to bed, alone. It's November, and it feels later than it is. You don't know the lady in the window with the lamp you mistook for the moon. Your orbits never bring you closer than this: each one in their respective window, their respective light burning low, and the street between seeming very dark. Yet some part of you dreads the moment when she turns out that lamp, and no part of you can explain why. It's November. And it's November forever.