I'll leave the razor on the floor for you. There's nothing that could've changed it. I'm nothing, that's a fact, and I ******* hate it. I can't be sorry for doing this, it gives me a sense of worth. A sense of meaning, and that hurts, I'm too far gone now to cease the pain. Sadness gives me solace, and so do two last cuts, down the middle, one last time, because scars are not enough. They were never enough. Nothing is ever enough for me. I'm ******* nothing.
No I am not killing myself, but this was a poem I wrote when I felt suicidal