you were that certain coffee that i couldn’t resist that smell i swear i’m addicted to you were a sin that i was always ready to commit i’m a sinner, you’re all the crucials vicious things i’m going to do i’m the holy person, who became the devil in denial of facts that satisfied me and when i wake up in the morning i keep grasping for air because i know you’re just a dream i’m chasing it’s hard everyday you’d be here then the other you’d be gone i don’t know when or how long should i wait, i said i’ve moved on but no, i still lose self control everything still becomes a temptation when it comes to you every nerve on my body shivers i tried to forget you with all these alcohol, pills, and boys that i’ve played with but nothing was the best like you you’re the reason why love is sweet and why love is a bitter misfortune you’ve locked me with forever and left me like i was dust thank you for the scar forever in love with you
I do not know if this is goodbye, but I hope I see you again. || November 24th