Pain and suffering beg me to follow But I refuse to wallow Every day I brace for what is to come The torture of just moving from room to room I hide the true depth of my pain Every day my tears fall like rain In privacy of my room I cry as the new morning looms Wishing I didn't have to lie To put on a smile and hide If people only knew how hard it is to live So many people truely do not believe They say I am faking it that I not look hurt I really want to know do they have the heart To face this everyday just to be with family Or would they give their life to thee