i insist to keep watching romance movies
turturing myself knowing i probably would never feel what the characters feel
that i will die without a caring lover.

how much i crave for love.
how much i need warmth.
safety & trust.

i want somebody to give my love to & not be used for.
somebody who understands me better than i do.
somebody who fills the love i should be giving to myself.

i insist to keep dreaming of you,
because you are the one i love the most.
you are the one i crave.

when we see eachother after long periods of time & we have a great time,
we always have that moment when we lock eyes
& i admire your beauty & you i can´t really say because i don´t know,

but i do know that sometimes you feel it too.
i know there´s a spark & you know it too,
but when are you going to stop denying it ?

i love you with all my heart,
& i can´t bare to know that you won´t stay in my life forever;
i will die of loneliness if you disappear from my life.