Someday, I will hear your name without the swell of my heart, see your face as if it were a stranger's; but not today, not now.
Today I sidled up amongst the trees, my ear to the ground, and heard only the echoes of the words you had meant to speak; watched your countenance unfold in the undergrowth, nestled between the dogwoods; and by the riverbank, too, your breath emergent, buoyed by the water's hushed murmurs.
Has anyone ever written you a love song? Where they say something nice to make you smile? Something like:
Never will I die, nor you, as the long as the love we created remains, floating somewhere, its toes curled and gripping the edge of eternity.
Someday I will write you a love song; but not today, not now.