Sometimes no matter how many people you have around you, there’s an emptiness is the air you breathe A chill runs down your spine, making it difficult to stand straight like they tell you to To block out the thoughts of pain that drains out the tears, I think about my favorite time of the year The crisp breeze in the air over the dry warm day, stepping on piles of crunchy leaves Remembering when I read books outside, the descriptive words that took me to a new location Being able to escape the jarring echoes of my mind, wandering into a light haven for the time being While the environment becomes more brisk and wants to lift my spirits, it reminds me it'll fade to a cold end 22 years strong and there's not much else the reminds me that good memories were made, but will there be more One can only hope on a late October evening