I’ve always been working harder every single day but recently I felt odd. August, the Ghost Month, my birth month, as always seemed to be long, difficult and heavy. It’s definitely not my life and my current job as a kindergarten teacher in a Japanese school or all the things that are happening with me and around me. There’s really something dark that I really couldn’t explain. In Chinese folk legend, on the first day of the seventh lunar month, the gate of hell will be wide open and the ghosts will come out until the gate is closed on the 30th day. I was like battling with the evil forces for a number of days and about to succumb to darkness when I decided to unplug. I was offline for about two weeks not only because I needed a break but more because I needed time for some self reflection. But unplugging sometimes from the online world means being more present in the real world. I was able to have quality time with some close friends and had the chance to explore beautiful and serene places here in Japan.
~ Well, the odd feeling might have something to do with my upcoming birthday this Monday. Celebrating my special day again for the 6th time without my family.