I lose my sanity I seek only vanity Monsters and demons Fighting and dying Screaming and crying
I start to unwind Nothing eases my mind I lay down to die Drinking the poison It quiets the noises
Then I hear from you I decided to write out of the blue Your response brings me out The spinning clears away I love the things you say
You remind me That I'm real You remind me That I can heal You remind me Of how to feel
I start to laugh I stop my reckless crash You have no idea The gift you give me All you did was befriend me
I'm not sure how to put it How could I ever word it? You bring me my sanity When I've lost all my hope It's like you give me one last rope
Not for death But to climb
Thank you
Not my best but basically I've been in a dark dark time and got so plastered yesterday I was drunk in my car crying lol but sometimes a person can give me hooe and make me feel ok again. Reminds me that I'm alive and fighting for a reason and it amazes me how they do it when they don't even know it.