I’m so glad I stayed in the land of the living I know it’s just the fact that I said I wanted to die But really I just wanted to feel alive And go outside I play with my inner child We have such a good time It tells me the time is nigh I need to make a decision today Or risk losing my mind I take a chance at everything I could take in I take in my fate You’re a breath of fresh air to those who know what it takes To do the **** we all hate And to do it sober I don’t care You can call red rover Tell him he can’t come over Because you only get one shot To make your dreams come true I wish you believed in me Instead you think I’m crazy You have no idea what it’s like to live this way All the **** that you say That **** doesn’t just go away