My heart is bleeding... I feel like crying... I miss him so... Where did he go? Is he still even there? I can't seem to find him anywhere... I hope he will turn up on Monday... But it is still such a long way... Why do I need to wait? Is this my fate? Will I ever see his smile? I guess I need to wait a while... Every day is a painful wound... Every hour is another disappearing piece of ground... Every minute is making me dizzy... Every second is driving me crazy... But I know I can survive... Even though I don't feel very alive... All I can do is wait till he's back... I'll eat a snack... I'll get something to read... I'll answer my sister's plead... I'll imagine my Kingdom... While being doomed to boredom...