I thought I was going to find love wrapped in a woman's arms holding hands down every street falling asleep with her head between my shoulder blades and her arm across my stomach pecking kisses every single chance we got watching my every move with a stupid grin, but for me that wasn't enough
I thought I was going to find love keeping a woman above water serving the purpose of serving her receiving kisses only when she is in the mood holding hands down every hall faking a smile when she won't even try, but love has two sides and I matter too
I thought I wasn't going to find love nobody could fill my expectations of love so many contradictions that a solution wasn't clear there were things from both I still wanted, but I didn't know what to expect when I stopped expecting anything
I thought love was just one thing for everyone that how I felt was the same way everyone in love felt that love was more about physical contact than emotional connection that every love I would ever have would look the same, but it wasn't true
Because I found that love is so much more than that it is different for everyone and varies between partners it is complicated and intoxicating in ways I never could've imagined it is important to be able to talk with who you love and touch them often enough to never forget it is the most unnaturally natural thing about being human And I found it in you.