God take this pain away these struggles are real so many i have have faced i burdened my soul with them it left it suited and stained how i wish it could change bring some some light to this darkness and pull me out of this place it's like a ending never race no matter how hard i try i just end up disgraced i wish my pain could be felt like the happiness on my face this smile that i carry i don't know, maybe it's fake having to suffer in silence without having to break how much more can i take how more can i give will i ever be free of hell on this earth i believe every one feels this at one time or another so all i can say is i feel you, my sister or brother it's feeling of disdain a feeling that's insane it pulls at who you are it messes with your brain all we can do is push through it see it as rough terrain i am not tapping out just taking a breather cause there's no giving up as long as we breathing
I was burning the midnight oil, these were the thoughts seeping from me. We are made to overcome, do not give up.