I don't know why I don't write anymore Typing these words out is now suffocating Like I'm not living them anymore They're a shadow of my feelings That are expansive and depthless
I don't know why I can't write anymore The words escape and falter In scatter plots across my tired mind My soul aches to bleed, battered by blind numbness But the bandages I have put on it are so tight
I see why I can't write anymore I can't let them open my bandages I don't want my wounds to tear open again I am terrified of what I will feel Of all that I will feel The expansive and depthless abyss Of sadness I am keeping at bay