I'm not a shy person and I have some close friends, but for an unknown reason, I have a sinking feeling. I often take offers life doesn't usually lend, and some risks I take send others reeling. Something is off. I know something is wrong, but I keep going on as if nothing's the matter. One day, we all will be gone, and I cannot worry myself with this latter. Time is a keen element in everything. The more we waste, the less we have. I don't know what the universe has in store for me. I hope it's nothing serious or bad.
The voices I have, someone told me it's not normal. I shrugged off the comment, but I knew they were right. The voices never try to be formal and only seem to bug me at night. I used to think what they said was true. I'm okay now. At least, I hope so. You see, the one who saved me was you. You were the only person who helped me grow.
They came back, and this time, not only at night. I can hear them daily, chattering and being a problem. I can't believe I thought I was alright, and it seems there is no way to stop them. I'm okay. Don't worry about me. After all, this isn't your issue. This isn't the person you normally see. Just hand me another tissue.
The voices are a part of me. If they're lost, I'm not whole. It seems like I've finally gone mad. I know I'll regret this, but I'm no longer in control. What I'm to do is incredibly sad. I'll say sorry now. You can't stop me. You've already tried everything you could. Don't watch and you won't see. I've tried to stop them too. I know I should. This is it, but it'll be alright. Just promise me you will stay. I must go now. I can no longer fight. Everything is okay.
"Okay" and "fine" are relative terms. Not everyone's version means the same thing.