Does Sadness make you anxious? I’m sure she does. I mean it’s not hard to tell judging by the fact you take all those drugs to keep her away. But that’s why I love you so much! How easy you are to control.

Not to mention the fact that you were physically abused as a kid. Or the fact that you were mentally torn apart by those bullies at school. Even your own therapist got sick and tired of you.

I love it.

I love how much trouble you have trusting anyone now, how easy it is for me to get in your head when the odd person wants to truly help... but you don’t even know it, you can’t even trust them anymore. You can’t trust anyone after whats happened to you.

I almost feel pity for you. Almost...
But your constant panic attacks are just so amusing, it just makes me so happy how badly you want them to stop, but you simply can’t make me go away even if you tried.

It’s not even my fault, you know that right? If it wasn’t for Sadness you wouldn’t have started taking antidepressants at 12 years old to keep yourself from crying in class.
If it wasn’t for her you wouldn’t have picked up your first bottle at 14, or try to **** yourself 10 times in 6 years.

Just because I am a sick ****** doesn’t mean you can justify being mad at me...
It’s not my fault you are so weak and manipulative.