He is And isn’t. He will be. And can’t be. He is the fire in my heart. And the ocean in my eyes. The laughter in my pain. And the pain in my laughter. He is, And isn’t. He is there. But never constant. He is. And isn’t. He can. And can’t be. I’m his, Yet he isn’t mine. I love him... and he is. And he isn’t. Love me daddy, I don’t crave the pain anymore. I crave his love. No longer to satisfy. To be loved will cure my cries. He is the ocean in my eyes. The tears behind my dark lies. Simply just a friend. A casual *** partner. Love me, Why don’t you. And I’m not good. No good for you. I’ll let you do whatever you want to. Punish me daddy. Make me bleed. Make me feel. Anything, Other than this cold numb, Love me. Make me feel. Love again.