and it slowly began to less be about being someone but being Me. because that's end goal for me. i want to be Me, always. i wanted to paint and write and love, just ******* love everything and everyone because that is Me. i am a physical embodiment of what love is. i am creative and beautiful and no, no, i'm not useless or disposable. i am meant to be here. i was made to love and be loved. i was made to create and to be heard and to listen. now, it isn't about getting you to read between the lines of my words, it's about sharing my peaceful pain and tears of joy.