god I can feel your eyes pour into my body while you watch me sleep
following every skin line down to the bone

I feel naked
despite I'm fully clothed
and covered in a blanket.

I can feel you reading my muscle movements like they're pages and I'm the book
I can feel your ears trying to pick up the sound of my heart
and you say it beats hard

and I tell you
of course it does
it's trying to keep me alive
and that's hard
but I'm not even lying
because it's hard to keep myself sane
while you're ******* me with your mind and holding my heart with your eyes
while you're tracing my razor sharp burning edges with your gentle and soft fingers
while you're trying to cover me with your eyes
and I haven't even moved a muscle since I fell asleep in your arms.