Suicidal thoughts and suicidal callings A part of me urges to pick up the phone It keeps ringing, with sound stinging inside my head Becomes ear-piercing when I'm alone
Frequent missed calls that I intentionally miss Why do I keep putting even more distance I'm so tired, exhausted from all the resistance It seems fatigue is the only thing that's constant
I dial and then leave the phone hanging I lack courage to go through with the call I dial, frantically pressing all the numbers The longer the number, the more I stall
The phone rings from the other side But I hear my own voice instead She says, it's going to be alright With a click, the call ends