I haven’t written about myself in a while, maybe it's because I think of you every night, my pain is nothing compared to that in your mothers eyes, I never wanted a woman so strong to cry, the ocean she crossed with you; filled her eyes to the brim, she never deserved to be in pieces again, I’m left speechless every day, because no one deserves to live this way. but who am I to feel a thing, when you’re the one suffering.