Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, Over all the promises I made I couldn't keep. Pain rushes through down to my feet, I dunno if I can keep up with the heat. Head hung low, time moves slow, searching for the answers that I didnt know. Battling the demons inside my head, replaying the things I wish I never said. One decision away from making the biggest mistake, trusting the people that turned out to be fake. My life's a battle that gets harder to face, living with dreams that get harder to chase. One chance one shot, Is all that we got. I just want to be me rather than something I'm not. Will it matter in the end? Cause I'm really tired of having to pretend.