As science advances, an option of eternal life on earth has still yet to come. We live knowing that we will die. Is there a timeline of our life that we can't see? Is there a limit to life experiences that we can take? How come it is still so hard to accept the death of others? You live everyday like it could be the last but only because you're told to not waste your days. You've seen many lives come to an end before they had the opportunity to realize the beauty of life.
Twenty-Four hours minus the time it takes for your body to rejuvenate. What can be accomplished? There is no correct answer. Anything. Many hours are dedicated to sad thoughts. Weeks fly by. Unhealthy habits created, trembling fears followed. The only person who understood you is gone. He's dead.
Eventually, a light shines through all darkness. A realization of no one can live life for you, except you appears. You find joy in the little things. The trees overwhelm you with joy cause they are so green and you've never taken time to observe. Days following are filled with routines and productive thoughts and behaviors.
A year later, the pain is reminisced on. You notice growth. From not wanting to live through the week to waking up joyful for the opportunities that day holds. Joy is easy to come by without trying. Sad days are limited and happiness is plentiful. The days past were not wasted but a lesson learned.
This is about me overcoming the death of my brother.