Heartbursting and full, the numbing has worn off. Now, the weight of words unsaid are a mighty river behind a dam, stuck in my throat, so they stay swirling in my head, rootless. I mouth my truth, but no sound trickles through. That dam's been built strong through these years. So I'll say it here: family, friends, colleagues, my wife, my self, you - do you know how dearly I love you?