I need an answer.
I need to hear your voice.
I need to feel the warmth of your hug
and the bliss of your lips.
I need to know,
does she give you what you need?
Does she make you feel more than I ever could?
Does she hold you while you cry?
Is she everything you couldn’t find in my eyes?
I want an answer,
knowing the need is not necessary;
knowing the response will break me
more than I broke your self esteem.
Time passes,
two years to be exact.
But I need to know,
Does she sleep with my blanket,
the one I gave you?
Does she hold your hand as you drive?
Does she run her hands through your hair,
that you used to melt over?
Does she sit for hours with your mom,
laughing through the childhood memories she shares?
Is she everything you couldn’t find in my eyes?
I need an answer.
I want an answer.
A list of questions,
that could continue for pages,
but all I truly want to know;
Does she love you like I loved you?