Webs of remorse cover my bed as I stumble back into brambles A place that acts as a sanctuary but looks like a crumpled napkin A recluse ******* that concerns no cordials But those that comfort a king who bellows in his castle Built high out of stone and assured to one day be ruins A faux ploy to thou I’ve surrendered built on all of those who I’ve sundered A war within my own; where ballast meets ballast And blunder meets blunder