you know when you get in a fight with someone you love? though they aren't the ones talking? but you still feel their presents everywhere and still able to smell them too... well i have a empty feeling, my day of crying staying away to not make my days worsen making it worse for not talking to anyone feeling that they dont love me though they are ****** and sad i messed up bad i just wanted her to feel safe with the gender she prefers i'd die for her any day of the week just to see her safe