i fear the dark, i fear the light. i fear the shadows and the monsters who take refuge in my mind. i fear the eternal silence, i fear the bloodcurdling screams of the voices who are never given a microphone. but most of all, above any fear i have ever felt, i fear being stuck, i fear failure. i fear i will never get anywhere with my limited abilities. i fear falling down, down, down, down to my own personalized hell where endless, crippling failure is inevitable. for once just once can i play the game and win?