i am forever lost
an unpayable cost
to be free from depression to much to ask
the real me I hide under the mask
my life is a painful task
can I get a fresh start
where I don't feel like I'm always apart
my life I want to depart
com on God peirce my heart
I'm stuck in a world of thorns
trapped in a traumatic storm
what do I need
a gun to my head where I will forever bleed
I can feel if I feel the need
I can bleed if I wanna bleed
look at me now
God where's your vow
I'm sorry for being me
you knew I was never meant to be
if today I die
then now is my final goodbye
even if I tried to die
and say my final goodbye
I wouldn't fly
I would just be on the road to hell where I'll be tormented and never die
so long family goodbye