I can’t help but not care anymore. As the sun shines it’s warm rays on top of the snow, I watch the plants take in the cold water. It’s as if the sun over powers it all and gives the sparkling white frozen water no choice but to melt slowly into the ground. I can’t help but not care anymore. As the sky becomes dark and the moon shines above us all, the stars are not yet there. I have nowhere to stare. I have nothing to count. As the days go by I think I’m falling apart