You won’t reply to any message i send
So i guess there’s nothing more to do.

Sometimes I think about what it would take for you to reply,
Whether i should do something really stupid
To see if you care.
But then i remember that
Doing that is awful and manipulative and

******* messed up.

I miss your presence in my life,
Reading posts on social media
Isn’t the same.
You do seem to be doing better,
Without me.

Maybe i am a toxic person after all.
Why else would you have cut me out of your life?