why am I anxious about everything to do
with you?
do you actually love me? or are you just
saying that to make me shut up?
am I annoying you? are you kissing someone else right now?

if I turned up on your doorstep tomorrow,
would you want to make things work?
or would we just **** for a week
and go back to being miles and miles
apart?

I wish I could tell you this without making you
feel bad.